Mr. Brouwers and I had a wonderful Christmas filled with family and friends. All of our travels went smoothly and Rocco did not bite any of the small children....I think we can call it a success :). There was a bit of a whole in my heart when I looked at the spot in the couch were Naner was always parked and would holler "what did I get you" but then I would think of F Ada and laugh.
Christmas morning didn't start out exactly how I was hoping but hey that's life- right? I woke up and was greeted with my monthly "friend" (yeah merry freakin' Christmas). I fought back the tears the whole way to Mike's dad's house and tried to stay strong as we met Mike's step siblings new babies. Yeah just picture getting a huge let down and then sitting at a table with all MOM's. It was on one of the first times since this whole experience that I felt COMPLETELY left out at a gathering. After I had small pity party for myself I decided to pep up and enjoy my holiday, after all I did get the best gift of all the baby Jesus Christ.
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Hey this is Betsy's old work friend - Lindsy. :-) She has told me about your journey and your blog. Just wanted to let you know I'm praying for you and I feel your pain! My husband keeps telling me he believes we are waiting on God because it is his plan... hard to trust when you are feeling let down month after month (after month), but I will go on his trust for now. :-) I hope it happens VERY soon for you.
Thanks Lindsy. Same goes for you!!! My email address is edaly6@gmail.com if you ever need to vent. Here's to two pink lines in 2019 ;)
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