Merry Christmas!!!

Mr. Brouwers and I had a wonderful Christmas filled with family and friends. All of our travels went smoothly and Rocco did not bite any of the small children....I think we can call it a success :). There was a bit of a whole in my heart when I looked at the spot in the couch were Naner was always parked and would holler "what did I get you" but then I would think of F Ada and laugh.

Christmas morning didn't start out exactly how I was hoping but hey that's life- right? I woke up and was greeted with my monthly "friend" (yeah merry freakin' Christmas). I fought back the tears the whole way to Mike's dad's house and tried to stay strong as we met Mike's step siblings new babies. Yeah just picture getting a huge let down and then sitting at a table with all MOM's. It was on one of the first times since this whole experience that I felt COMPLETELY left out at a gathering. After I had small pity party for myself I decided to pep up and enjoy my holiday, after all I did get the best gift of all the baby Jesus Christ.

"Normal"

I went to the doctors on Monday for an ultrasound and I'm told that everything looks normal.

I was hoping for a bit more of an explanation than "normal"

Let's just hope I get 2 pink lines for Christmas then I'll be satisfied with "normal" :)

Mr. Brouwers

Mr. Brouwers doesn't like that I call him Mr. Brouwers on my blog but I think it sounds HOTT and it makes me giggle a little everytime I write it. Sorry Mike!